Finding my way.

Don’t worry about the people who don’t worry about you.

Wed, 01 Jun 2011 20:39:05 -0400

Don’t worry about the people who don’t worry about you.

English muffin w/ marmalade, mmmmmm gooodmorning!

Wed, 01 Jun 2011 10:52:48 -0400

English muffin w/ marmalade, mmmmmm gooodmorning!

God i wish i knew why he’s so perfect. I’m the...

Tue, 31 May 2011 23:47:51 -0400

God i wish i knew why he’s so perfect. I’m the luckiest to have someone as caring, and loving as him. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted, plus some.

8 months strong, I love you.

I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

Tue, 31 May 2011 23:42:00 -0400

Lets just say i’ve learned since my last posting on this, that is for SURE.

Looking back at this, the only word that i comprehend is VULNERABILITY.

I never thought my life would change, i thought i’d love the change, now all i do is wish for things to go back how they use to be. I miss how things use to be. I realized i take things for granted, i beat myself up over that. My life has changed COMPLETELY. I’ve learned not to trust because noon’es trustworthy these days, however it could just be Quincy. One paticular person who worked months and months for my trust and refused to give up, Jon Lambus, the one i fell in love with, my first love, my everything. I’m still confused on the idea of how much i truly love this one guy. It’s like nothing else matters when i’m with him. He’s been there at my worst and sure as hell deserves me at my best. I didn’t think i could find true love this early on, and call me crazy i’m keeping him forever. He’s 1 in a million, i can’t explain to other people because not many get to feel this way with someone. Switching subjects, school.is.dreadful. I refuse to go, i can’t deal to be there with my mental problems. Everyone judges, every girl talks shit, i would have to be someone who i’m not to have 32435872733-434258405732054 “friends” like the insecure girls there. I’m not like everyone else, i’ve never been. I crave to find TRUE friends, sad huh? I refuse to settle for less. I’ve messed up my sophmore year, lost focus, but i’m determinded to start over a new leaf next year, if i last there. Going there, is like going to hell. I wish i was exeggarating. Dear god can the next 2 years fly by !?

SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY I ALWAYS DROP THE GOOD GUYS FOR THE BAD!?!?!?

Mon, 18 Oct 2010 22:26:46 -0400

SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY I ALWAYS DROP THE GOOD GUYS FOR THE BAD!?!?!?

I always seem to do this. Maybe I just lose interest fast… or i’m just really turned off...

Mon, 18 Oct 2010 20:52:52 -0400

I always seem to do this. Maybe I just lose interest fast…

or i’m just really turned off by the whole “bad ass” criminal shit.

Either one, How the fuck do I get myself out of this

I need to make big changes. I let everybody walk over me, i’m drawing the line NOW.

Thu, 14 Oct 2010 19:33:55 -0400

I need to make big changes. I let everybody walk over me, i’m drawing the line NOW.

I’m going to snap. I CAN’T TAKE ANYONE’S FUCKING SHIT ANYMORE.

Thu, 14 Oct 2010 19:00:30 -0400

I’m going to snap. I CAN’T TAKE ANYONE’S FUCKING SHIT ANYMORE.

My mom makes a HUGE DEAL about everything.

Tue, 12 Oct 2010 20:30:23 -0400

My mom makes a HUGE DEAL about everything.

If I’m being played this time, I’m honestly becoming a lesbian.

Mon, 11 Oct 2010 19:36:42 -0400

If I’m being played this time, I’m honestly becoming a lesbian.

I’m going to need a whole lot of cover up… and turtle necks.

Sat, 09 Oct 2010 20:50:27 -0400

I’m going to need a whole lot of cover up… and turtle necks.

You know what the best decision I ever made was? Leaving charter. I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE A TEENAGER.

Fri, 08 Oct 2010 21:17:44 -0400

You know what the best decision I ever made was? Leaving charter.

I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE A TEENAGER.

I need to start making decisions that will benefit me in the future. We can’t always go by...

Tue, 05 Oct 2010 15:22:14 -0400

I need to start making decisions that will benefit me in the future. We can’t always go by what we want at the moment.

Today was interesting, to say the least.

Mon, 04 Oct 2010 15:56:16 -0400

Today was interesting, to say the least.

I want to have a good night tonight. Have fun, meet new people ,and let loose. Tonight’s going...

Sat, 02 Oct 2010 16:59:18 -0400

I want to have a good night tonight. Have fun, meet new people ,and let loose. Tonight’s going to be a good night, I’m making sure of it.

Why is it that I’ve yet to meet a guy who doesn’t lie? I’m so fucking sick of...

Sat, 02 Oct 2010 02:22:44 -0400

Why is it that I’ve yet to meet a guy who doesn’t lie? I’m so fucking sick of liking the guys who absolutely fucking suck. I need to meet a nice guy who doesn’t play these mind games. I’m trying to make changes in my life, not go back to my old ways and habits. What do guys get out of doing this? Seriously, because I’m so sick of the male population. Fuck.

…and like i said i always get fucked over.

Sat, 02 Oct 2010 01:59:47 -0400

…and like i said i always get fucked over.

fuck this. fuck you. fuck us. I’m done.

Sat, 02 Oct 2010 01:56:47 -0400

fuck this. fuck you. fuck us. I’m done.

I can’t handle stress. No no no no go away.

Thu, 30 Sep 2010 21:15:00 -0400

I can’t handle stress. No no no no go away.

Today’s going to be a good day, I’m going to make sure of it.

Tue, 28 Sep 2010 07:00:42 -0400

Today’s going to be a good day, I’m going to make sure of it.