Finding my way.

I’m going to need a whole lot of cover up… and turtle necks.

You know what the best decision I ever made was? Leaving charter.

I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE A TEENAGER.

I need to start making decisions that will benefit me in the future. We can’t always go by what we want at the moment.

Today was interesting, to say the least.

I want to have a good night tonight. Have fun, meet new people ,and let loose. Tonight’s going to be a good night, I’m making sure of it.

Why is it that I’ve yet to meet a guy who doesn’t lie? I’m so fucking sick of liking the guys who absolutely fucking suck. I need to meet a nice guy who doesn’t play these mind games. I’m trying to make changes in my life, not go back to my old ways and habits. What do guys get out of doing this? Seriously, because I’m so sick of the male population. Fuck.

…and like i said i always get fucked over.

fuck this. fuck you. fuck us. I’m done.

I can’t handle stress. No no no no go away.

Today’s going to be a good day, I’m going to make sure of it.